woke up with the Descendents I'm the one in my head. Which just made me remember a certain smell from last night that put me in an odd mood. You know when you smell a distinct smell that reminds you of a person, time or a place in your life. It's just makes you think of just that and well. It made me do just that and made me realize how much I miss Alexa. I shook the bummed feeling as soon as it crept up on me last night. Waking up and having it hit me makes me think I need to think about this a little bit more.

This Song sums up how I feel about every girl I like for the most part and how I generally end up in the friendzone cause when I'm actually into a girl they're not into me.

i'm the one
i've been here for you all along
i'm the one
who's shoulder you've been cryin on
nice guys finish last
no one knows as good as me
we're just good friends
and you come to me for sympathy
you tell me that i'm not your type
still you call me late at night
everytime he picks a fight
after all he's said and all he's done
i'm the one
i've been here for you all along
i'm the one
who's shoulder you've been cryin on
he's a total dick
that's the truth and you know i'm right
from everything you say
theres no way he'll ever do you right
you love a man who treats you wrong
you think you'll change him
but you're wrong
he'll use you he'll say so long
after all he's said and all he's done
i'm the one
i've been here for you all along
i'm the one
who's shoulder you've been cryin on
i'm the one who wants you more than anything
you don't feel the same way you made it clear to me
but i'll stand my ground and maybe
you'll hear what i've been sayin
after all i've said and all i've done
i'm the one
i've been here for you all along
i'm the one
who's shoulder you've been cryin on
i'm the one
i've been here for you all along
i'm the one
who's shoulder you've been cryin on
i'm the one