I talked to an old man today he told me he wanted to die so he could join his wife he started crying and I could see the pain in his eyes. It's all I can think of and it really fucked me up. I wish I could tell him it was gonna be ok but clearly his wife was all he had. he asked for some change I gave him a dollar. he started crying and offered to give me a random of assortment of things. I told him to try and have a good day and take it easy. I wish I had a gun so I could've offered it to the old man.