So today has been an odd day I feel fucking weird. I don't feel like any one cares or listens a side from my girlfriend and John and with John it's like about 50% of the time I don't feel like I get my point a crossed cause he's so set in his ways. I feel like every one is just waiting to talk at me about whatever bullshit that's going on in their lives or they do semi listen and just wait to cut me down.

I miss my Dad a lot lately, It's been forever since I've had a chance to go upstate and see my parents. I just work so damn much and never have the chance to go back upstate or rarely do I have a day off.