So lately ...

I've become more of a recluse my roommate and my girlfriend are the only people who really see me unless you frequent the same areas as I do. It's kinda making me feel like I have no friends. The things I tend to do cause I can never get any one to hang out when I'm free and my gf is busy, 1. draw 2. get food by myself 3. ride around on my bike taking pics of graffiti. 4. gym 5. look at porn (working on a series of erotic paintings although I do masterbate frequently when I'm bored.) 6. People watch.

If I didn't have my girlfriend, My roommate John and my bike I probably would've totally lost it.

Here's my theory on why I don't feel like I have any friends. first off I've changed a lot over the past year or so my views on life are drastically different from those of a year ago. Second I work 6-7 days a week 12 hour days most of the time leaving me no time to hang out unless it's after midnight and I'm generally too fucking tired to do a damn thing. I really don't think any one I've considered a friend gives two shits about me not being straight edge any more.

it's my day off so I won't waste to much more time complaining or venting I'm gonna take my old lady to coney island cause she's never been down there.