For the first time in a long time I have an abundance of free time. Which is a mixed blessing at best. I'm accustom to a 40 plus hour work week. Which leaves little to no free time for family friends or any sort of social gathering. Granted I'm not too big on social gatherings cause I"m socially awkward to put it as nice as possible. Been kinda feeling disconnected from my "friends" I use the term loosely. Lately I feel like most people don't wanna associate with me anymore for whatever reason. I don't get responses when I text people to hang out or if I do it's short responses. Can't help but feel like some what unwanted. the foodswings fam, my girlfriend, Beau and dougy are at least there but every one else just seems to busy to be bothered. I'd much rather prefer to be told "Mike I can't stand to be around you. You're fucking annoying." or "Mike you're sketchy I don't wanna be around you" or even "Mike you're not straight edge anymore so we're not friends anymore" than be avoided or cool guyed.