I'm probably not like you.

I come from a working class family I work really fucking hard for everything I have. stuff rarely just gets handed to me. I like it this way I actually appreciate all the things I've worked for. although my irrational fear of success is starting to become more and more bothersome. I don't really understand it. I just acknowledge it. Me and my friend Corinne had a long talk about how much our parents influence our lives. I think I get my fear of success from my dad and my stupid need for a relationship from my mom because of her constantly bugging me about grand kids. I don't know I honestly don't see my self settling down any time soon. Shit my last relationship was a fucking disaster that girl and I needless to say didn't mix i'll leave it at that. If the right girl comes along cool if not I'm not gonna stress it. not gonna call or text any one for a few days just to see who's who and what's what. I like my little experiments. Most people don't seem to find as much humor in them as I do. what can you do at the end of the day. Got two compliments today that made my day. gotta take the small victories.