Saturday, April 24, 2010

You'll be accepting my apology...

It's spring time a time for change and renewing. Three of my friends are moving far away. Izzy moved back to Germany, Nicole is moving to London, and Magda is moving some where in Cali. Right now it's looking like as soon as my basement roommates are caught up on their back debt they're moving out. There's a lot of prospect for change. In the past month or two I've gotten two apologies from girls I've hung out/dated about how they're sorry if they were shitty to me. One actually told me she wanted me to start seeing me again. I'm vexed at this as to why now. I know I'm really good to the girls I date but still why? You fucked up and now you're gonna try and backtrack don't think so. Bring this up stirs up all sorts of nonsensical emotions that I just disregard. It frustrates me cool you're sorry that's very big of you to say. I accept your apology now keep it moving. One of the two i"d actually like to maintain a friendship with cause she's fucking rad and the other not so much.

Got to see Ian yesterday pretty pumped on that and my trip to Boston had fun bought a lot of art supplies good day just what I needed. My trip upstate last weekend Jesus Christ drama drama drama. Although hanging with Dougie and Tom Dom was pretty rad and so was the benefit show but again it was hard cause I fucking miss Danny a lot. I still have a hard time dealing with it.

"you say it's hard for you change I say it's hard to stay the same." -turning point

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