I am a relationship guy. Having standards is hard when you're a relationship guy. I am fucking lonely I want a girlfriend either the girls I've been seeing are into me and I'm not that into them or they're not into me and just stop talking to me or third case just got out of a really long fucked up relationship or divorce and want nothing serious. there have been three girls I've been legit interested in since my last girlfriend 1. is freaked out by my sketchy recent past. 2. won't give me the fucking time of day yet i keep at it cause i'm stubborn. 3. i was doing real good with but she just got out of a fucked relationship and isn't ready for dating again. Is it so fucking much to ask for a Smart ass tattooed vegan girl that's petite and adorable. APPARENTLY ! I FUCKING GIVE UP I'M DONE WITH THIS DATING NONSENSE I WILL JUST CONTINUE TO LIVE AND WORK ALONE.

So I keep cock blocking myself or the universe is against me

Been doing alright with the ladies until I'll inadvertently say something or do something to fuck it up. I have a past and yeah I'm on pre-trial release doesn't mean I'm a bad guy. I made a lot of mistakes and well when you're like oh I use to do sketchy shit on the regular. Girls get freaked out cause I show no remorse. I did what I did I've learned my lesson and I won't take it back. That shit is over for me. I still have friends who won't change and yes they are a part of my life. Some times I gotta deal with their drama. I don't even know what I'm rambling on about. Whatever I got my life back on track. I'd just like some one to share it with I come on too strong. pfft dating in nyc is stupid every one is looking around the corner something better. Trying to figure it all out.

phone

ANY ONE HAVE AN OLD AT&T PHONE MY IS ON THE FRITZ NEED ONE ASAP HELP ME OUT

More nonsense

Too many friends equals too much drama. I'm just so fucking sick of getting caught in the cross fire. Why can't I have a birthday party where all my friends can come and put aside there drama... No such luck. grumble grumble grumble.... My computer has stopped working my phone barely works it's kinda hard to get in touch with me right now. I could be bummed honestly it's just a matter of time til I get em fixed just kind of a hassle in the mean time. Have pretty much given up on finding a girlfriend. I just want a really cute vegan girl who I can relate too... I need a new job real bad I'm running low on funds and it's my birthday week I have like 15 bucks to get me through the week grumble grumble grumble.... I've been riding my bike a lot lately I really enjoy it I wish I could ride all year long. I've been trying to work out in the mornings that's been going well. Every one's been on my ass to get it together. They can all get fucked I'm happier than they are even if I am poor. Fuck 'em


FUCK EVERY ONE WHO'S NOT ME .... FOR REAL

Don't go ....

So I got tattoo for Danny on Halloween Brad did it I think it was good for both of us. Halloween was a train-wreck. Did some thing I regret. Never again will I break my rules and standards. All the things that I regret come back to me at night. I lost it tonight started beating myself up wishing it was me instead of Danny. I'm a fuck up criminal scum bag. Dude I miss you so fucking much and it hurts so much. Nothing can bring you back. I won't ever forget you I promise.