Writting it out always makes me feel a little better

So my God mother passed away as many of you know from earlier posts she was battling cancer. She was suffering from what my mom told me and now it's over. I'm kinda numb to the whole situation. I mean when I was younger I had a lot of interaction with Karen and her kids. Her and my mom drifted apart and there wasn't a whole interaction with her in recent years. I'm upset I didn't get to say goodbye, I was really fucking upset when I found out she was terminally ill and I asked my mom to make sure that I could see her before she passed away. Well since I am in and out of Syracuse when I'm there. I guess there wasn't time. I guess it's another missed chance one that I'll never have again. I honestly don't know where to put this. This is her obituary.
Emotions are running high I'm definitely struggling a little bit with this one. I swear to fucking god if any one fucks with me I will knock them in the fucking teeth. I guess this is just another bump in the road. Just keep drawing and everything will be okay. I am kind of freaking out about how I'm getting home. All the uncertain parts of my life just seem to give me anxiety.

The only thing going good right now is the girl I'm seeing she's really sweet to me and huge sass mouth. She's also really cute. Her name is Anjuli I met her a week ago she's already survived a night out with me and the crew and yes we got into an altercation.

that guy's balding go talk to my friend you're much better looking than he is

painting is by dan higgs.

Tonight was fun and random I need more nights like tonight. I'm kinda at a loss for words.